Above It All

Frances found her love..!^^
The world is happy for her..but a bit worried.. Why..?
Because there's just too few who'd believe in a relationship where the boyfriend or husband is years younger than the girlfriend or wife..and Adrian is exactly 10 years younger..way more than a feet taller..and gosh..! he's as good looking as a model with his almost perfectly built body frame, tall and lean, good looking, artistically sensitive, loving and soft spoken.
   It was a mutual feeling and love at first sight on a warm August day on a get together dinner. They were sitting side by side and was too shy to talk to each other..when both their hearts skipped were beating fast..curiosity in their minds..stealing glance of each other's side view, paying attention to each other's manners on the dinner table..almost forgot the other 3 people in the house which 2 of them were sharing the same table.
Yes...their hearts skipped a beat..and that's mutual..
The very same night, Adrian messaged me..asking a lot about Frances..added her in facebook..and so, it grows from there..so quick..and in just less than 2 weeks, they're together..
One whole month went by and back then, Frances still doesn't know Adrian's age. He just wouldn't tell. It was weird how 2 person get together as lovers without one knowing the other's age.. When asked, he simply said,"Is it that important..?? Age is just a number. I love you. No matter what, my feelings for you is more important, isn't it so..?" ..and Frances smiled..burying her curiosity once again. It was till the second month, Adrian finally revealed his age..Frances was stunned. She went silent for a couple of days..but at the end, she still can't avoid Adrian's enthusiasm when he kept calling and texting her..constantly letting her know that he really want this relationship to work..and he won't give up.
"I knew all along that he is obviously younger..but I didn't know it's actually that much! 10 years...! exactly 10 years..!", she said.."At his age, he doesn't even have a stable job and financial security, but at my age, I'm good with my savings and ready to get married..! What am I supposed to do now..?"
..but still..age is just a number..and the rest could be worked out in time..Where there's love, there's will..and there'll always be a way.. always...^^
Frances was happy..telling me about how she motivates Adrian..and he got a new job..their little chat every now and then..I can see how her face was brightened up every time she was talking about her love..It started a lil' bit shaky, but things were resolved quite quickly and there doesn't seem to be any problem.
Almost a year went by..The last time I heard from her was a good news that they're getting married.
None the less, it's a true love story..doesn't matter about the age gap, the height, the look, insecurities, even Adrian's financial state..at the end, there doesn't seem to be any problem at all. Thank god they're both compromising and willing to put their ego away.. I feel sincerely happy for them..so wish them a love that'll last forever..happy that they finally have a 'happily ever after'..
This is quite rare..but it's happening..!^^

Night Is Over

Molly have changed..
It was only a year ago since I last saw her. She was then gloomy with sadness..I saw it in her eyes.. That was one of the most uncommon divorce I've ever heard. Everyone thought she was the happiest person in the world..pampered and loved..but eventually, it's not so.
She is one of those most understanding, wise and forgiving person I've ever known all my life..she was..and I wasn't worried..cos' I know that she could handle it well, but when I was talking to her just a while ago, it was just so shocking how she have changed...a lot.. Seems like even a wise person like her couldn't really handle a heartbreak..so bitter..so frustrating..that it has cause such huge change in a person. It's just so sad..how love could bring so much sadness, hatred.. and how it could change a beautiful person to someone you never thought she could become..
People change..drastically..suddenly..bitterly..and from the way they behave, we could almost see how hard they're trying to hold on..how much they're suffering inside..it must have been hell.. It just seems too easy how a person could turn their head and behave negative..be a bad person..just trying to make themselves happy..portray that confidence and be strong..be feared..but honestly, it's not. The struggle and anger inside creates more difficult and complicated tangles than anything.. Being just a human is not easy, but being a nice person is indeed very difficult. Circumstances may push a person to be completely confused and negative at the same time. Stay strong..just stay strong..
It's raining..it's so cold inside the air-conditioned premise..Forget about that ice cream straight from the freezer..forget about the stormy winter..but yet..nothing beats the coldness in a heart without love..

The Weeping Willow's Friend

"In the wet and cold cold night, my Nightingale is back

what seems so heavy in thy heart..? my good old branch could crack..

It was only four seasons long..and you're back singing sad songs

I thought you found someone..somewhere you belong.."

"You're still standing strong, my good old Silver Willow

your branches bend so low, it shows all your sorrow

I only wish I could stay right here for as long as I can

cos' I'll never have the will to fly and battle the storm again."

"The wind was harsh, my Nightingale..your kindness put to test

for some fools may take for granted and all at your very best

come stay on my branches bends and sing me songs as I weep

for no foolish fools could ever know what love is meant so deep.."

"Cover me with your silver leaves..shelter me from this cold

I'll sing you all my stories..though they may seems so old

close your eyes and weep with me..and let those angels cry

till one may never weep again when the love in them have died.."

~the day my angel cried..~

20th May, 2013

For the longest time..these words have been held inside..there's nothing I could find to complete them. There are so much bits and pieces..'broken'.. I guess this is what it really means in this word so often been taken so harshly as it sounds..and some pieces are lost. Maybe that's the best for me. There must be some part in a person ought to be lost and forgotten..

"Cry in the dark, my Nightingale..but when the night is over..and the light hit the roads, find your way..to anywhere that makes you happy.." ~ your Silver Willow..