Love Will Keep Us Alive...

When the weather is so bad..almost from the moment you open your eyes till the very moment your memory could hold the last second of your day before you close your eyes...every single day..what would you do..?
..sigh...
Yes..just sigh..
Do you know or realize that when you are under pressure, tense, unhappy or sad, a lot of the muscles from the face..all the way to your whole body, the organs in it..down to the toes and your fingertips..are all pressing each other..and shrink a little. You won't realize that you frown, hold your fist, or hold that pen a little tighter..and most of all, not many people realize that..at times, the pressure in their chest makes them a little hard to breathe right. They will hold their breath and even their heart would skip so many beats or beating much slower than usual. Then is when the physical health is effected even in a short term..not to mention in the long run.
I have so often read about high blood pressure symptoms..as closely related to hypertension..A hypertensive crisis can lead to a stroke, heart attack, kidney damage, or loss of consciousness. Symptoms of a hypertensive crisis can include a severe headache, anxiety, nosebleeds, and feeling short of breath. However, there are various possibilities that leads to severe heart problems. Please do read more about it..
http://www.webmd.com/hypertension-high-blood-pressure/slideshow-hypertension-overview?ecd=wnl_vid_031911
When someone's not breathing right, the heart couldn't pump enough oxygen into the blood..and the blood in the vessels and nerves are not running smoothly. One could have a heart failure and die. Yes..no joke! People die of exhaustion and depression..people die of a heart failure. These seems to be so common nowadays. This is actually not all out of a sudden. Just that they don't realize it.
That is why..the human mind and the body is so perfectly designed to respond to each other. Do you remember when you were tensed and frustrated, especially when temper is flared, the body temperature raised, you can almost feel the kind of heat all over your face till the top of your head! When the heart is tensed, the body will be pressured. It gives an instant signal to the brain..and so the brain will give a direct signal back to the chest and lungs to breathe harder in a way..it sigh. Yes..sigh, as like taking a deep breath. Keep breathing..just to keep yourself alive.
To control the health of your body is not easy. And to control over your mind..that is your mental health..to control over the health of your body is even harder. I do it every single day..loving myself physically and mentally..to stay healthy and alive.
Remember the times when you're down and sad and depressed? Yes..over the years people fall and make mistakes..and the most important thing is to realize it, at least admit it to yourself..learn from it and move forward. At times it's so hard..I'd find myself dwell too deep into sadness and grief..the pressure and tense I hold inside was so hard to bear..and after months, I did actually found myself not breathing right and my heart was not beating right and my health was effected so badly, I experienced a cycle of hormone disorder and that have obviously caused some health problems..my skin texture and structure changed altogether. Thought that was a small problem..but when I look into that mirror, I couldn't help but felt like crying..that have made me even more depressed..seriously!
Then was when I found that it's very important to keep myself happy. It is very important to build up that positive thinking and to release yourself from falling too deep into sadness, pressure and depression. Try to find those little things that could put some smiles back onto that face you used to love smiling to inside that mirror every day. Yes..love yourself..have some little time by yourself and create the happiness within yourself. Do something you love..watch a comedy, maybe just some window shopping, work out a little in the gym..evercise! ..or run with the dogs in the park. Feel the rush in your blood..run..!..run..!!

Run

Run with the wind that blow the dust into your eyes
run with the water through the valley into the sea
run with the time that never say goodbye
run to a place where life's just you and me...

~Imaginations run free~
1995

Do you love yourself?
I do.. No matter what happens..at the end of the day, I know that I'm the only one who could make myself happy. Loving myself keeps me alive.
Now the question is... "Do I love myself enough...?"
(..aaaaaahaha...! sshhhhh........^^)
But you may not know..what I love most..is to see the smiles on those faces I love..cos' most of the time, they're keeping me so alive...!

Sweeter Than Chocolate..

Who loves chocolate the most? Guys or girls? What do you think? I think many of you would have guessed that girls love chocolate more than guys. But to my surprise, walking with John in the bookstore one evening, we walked pass by a table full of recipe books..and he said suddenly,
"Look at this..! Ooo...slurp..slurp...I love this..yum yum..!"
..and that's a book of chocolate delicacies. Nothing in there but chocolate brownies, chocolate cookies, chocolate tarts, chocolate smoothies... everything of chocolate!
And that reminds me of Satoshi... The way he dig his glass of Milo Dinasaur(iced chocolate) with the spoon..! I guess if his tongue could reach till the bottom of the glass, he's gonna' lick the whole glass 'bling bling' clean..!
And then there's Stephen too. I remember once he told me that he'd always get bars and boxes of chocolate whenever he passes the duty-free shop at the airport.
"Are those for your friends?" I asked..and he actually answered,
"Not really. Not many of my friends eat chocolate. They're afraid of gaining weight. I could finish all of them in no time! I can eat a whole bar or a whole box while watching a TV show at night." Whooow...!
And not to forget Teddy too! I remember how his eyes moved when the waiter passed our table with a generous serving of chocolate banana ice-cream in his hands..and he asked.."Oooo...! What is that? Looks so tempting! I wanna' order one of that!"..and he actually did..!..and I was like.."huh..??" O.o ..with my brows raised..looking at the cup of coffee and the huge piece of chocolate cake on the table right in front of him..and that's a late night supper of someone who is so self and health conscious! Can you believe it..?!
Hahaha...! ^^
Of all things, why chocolate..?
Well, when Forest Gump says, "Life is like a box of chocolate. You'll never know what you're gonna' get." I thought.."Hmm...maybe.."
But I'd definitely say, "Love is like chocolate..!"..If you have it milky, creamy sweet, you'll be most likely grow so sick of it so soon..and it adds on to your kilos..a burden to your body weight..you'll get tooth decay..and there comes some 'killing kind' health problems. Just like when love is too sweet in the beginning, you'll most likely be blinded and couldn't see those sickening behavior behind all the sweetness.
Okay..we could just call it..'side effect'.
As the result, one would just fall in and out of love so fast..and those who'd choose to stay would have to put up with all the sickness with medications, therapy and all.. Mental torture, isn't it..?
And hey..! Guess what..just as I was about to start the next paragraph, John replied my sms. I was asking him, "Which dark/bitter sweet chocolate is the best you've ever eaten? For survey purpose only.."..and he answered,"I like milk chock wit alot of nuts.."..and I can't help but burst out laughing!..and I replied.."hahaha...! That's exactly what you are..! You always end up with lots of madness and psycho as like 'sickness' in your relationships and it often went nuts..!" Err..."Sorry John, I don't mean to insult even though it does sounds mean, you know that I'm not a mean person." But that is so true about him. He often complains about having some ladies keep calling him and behaving like a psycho..going after him. Yea...anyway, he is one good looking, sexy bald-head lawyer!
Hehehe...okay, back to where we were... Chocolate! ..yes..!
I love dark chocolate..bitter sweet..an original taste of cocoa. Behind the bitterness, there's a little sweetness..and the aftertaste that's left in your mouth is the very original taste of cocoa..and that little bit of sweetness is adding to the joy as you keep smiling away with those substances in the chocolate that makes you happy. (What is it..? That's for you to find out.. Google it!^^)
Yes..a relationship that went through a lot of ups and downs..bitterness..hardship..and that you have to put up with lots of patience..at the end..is a relationship that is genuine, long lasting and truly happy. Then is when you'll feel that life is sweeter than chocolate..!

Senses

I long for the eyes of the moon
to see what my heart's been going through
and the ears of the midnight breeze
to hear how my heart have been beating..
*
I dream for the sun to shine
so that I can see my way so clear
so that I can feel you near
but dear..
am I just one of your stars above..?

~Sweet sweet senses~
12th June, 1996

Actually, I don't eat much chocolate..but I know how it feels like..when life is sweeter than chocolate^^ I'm on my way there...! How about you? >@<

Selfish..Selfish Love..? The Right Kind Of Love...

Someone just sent me a long message this morning and got my thoughts flared way over the clouds..I could paint another rainbow! He mentioned the word 'selfish'. That's not new in this world of Love..
"Love is selfish!" haiz......yet again...? -.-
Stephen told me the other night, he has a friend who broke up with his girlfriend because he decided that he don't need someone to love. What's the point when both of them were spending so much time away from each other, doing their own stuff on their own and hardly have the urge to spend time together? They don't seem to be together at all. Even asking for some time together seems to be selfish..(OMG...what's with the world nowadays..?_O.o_)
..and I simply told him.."That is because..that friend of yours was not really in love. They don't really love each other..or meant to be with each other. Look...when you found someone you could truly love for the rest of your life, needless to say..needless to ask, both of you will be willingly..so naturally love to stick together no matter what...just like Honey and Bee. You won't simply let it go..like your friend did."
That's the truth about the power of love. Even when everyone is too busy with work, so much other stuff..and personal things to do..every day...nothing would be too personal that you'd keep from each other..and nothing could keep you from trying to spend every minute possible every day to be with each other or at least send an e.mail..or text a message or do something to understand each others' well being...every day! When two hearts are truly destined to be together, no matter how far they're apart, they will eventually try to work things out and be together..no matter what it takes. Believe me..you'll be amazed..how strong the energy love could bring..when two hearts come together. Nothing seems impossible!
Well, if you look at love as 'selfish', then it would be. Let's talk about what's "personal" since the word is so often mentioned.
When two people are together..married, for example..your personal life doesn't seem to be so personal anymore, doesn't it..? Why is that so..?
One could be complaining.."I have to share my apartment..my bed..I can't put things at places I used to..there goes my favourite TV shows and my nite out with my buddies...! She's taking away almost all my personal time..wants all my attention...even decide which tie I'm gonna' wear to office tomorrow..! OMFG.....!!"
(Ayeayeaye...._:P_)
So..the one who made him suffocated that way is definitely selfish..doesn't she? Or...is he the one being too selfish not to give up something personal of his own..just to make way for something else more meaningful or beautiful? hahaha...! >,<
Got the picture yet? ..not yet...??! haiz... -.-
Well, let's make a 360 degree turn..come back.. and take a look at the exact same situation once again..but just from a slightly different view... ..then one could go all the away flaunting..."She brought so much warmth and joy into the house..she made it a 'home'..! She's the one I'd see myself making sweet love to..every nite...the same brown eyes and sweetest smile I'd wake up to every morning...We'd cuddle together on that couch, watching 'teeveee'^^...having romantic weekend nights together...I enjoyed every moment spent with her...even things that she does..she really have that special 'touch' when she made up my tie for me every workday morning..! Gosh..! ..how did she do that..? Awwwhhh........!"
"Yea..yea...That's only when you're so in love..when the relationship is still new perhaps.."
Uh'uh...!..nay...Please put those negative thoughts away..will'ya... Look...things could only be so beautiful when you have the right kind of mind to create it as beautiful as you want..and enjoy doing it every single day for the rest of your life. You've got to have the right kind of attitude for the right kind of love..! Then..you're ready for love..and ready to love. When one could truly love..then is when the person will naturally become selfless..and true love only comes to those who are selfless..people who are ever sharing..ever caring..and ever loving...

If You Care

Don't you wish upon the stars
don't have to look beyond the sky
they ain't gonna' lead your way.
Don't you dream in the daylight
don't have to moan under the moonlight
they ain't lighting up your days.
Don't you dream and wish and pray
cos' time never meant to stay
never ever stand and stare
if you really mean to care
for that someone waiting there
there's a life to share..
here..
else..
where...

~searching for love~
8th August, 1998

Yes...search nowhere..just within yourself... What kind of love that you really want? Think about it..! But don't just sit there with your thinking..that might take forever.. Start the right kind of attitude.. for the right kind of love! Start loving..for goodness sake..!
And one more thing.."together"..is also one of the word too often mentioned in this particular page. Why..? Because 'togetherness' is also what it takes to build a strong relationship..be it any relationship. How many times did i mentioned it in this page? Wanna' go start counting?
(giggle...)^^

Loking For Ms. Fortunate...

Knock..! Knock..!
With a click and a little rattling sound, the old wooden door of the past was pushed open. Ms. Fate took a few steps into the old dusty room...With a deep breath and a little teary in her eyes, she took a glance of everything scattered in the room. The wood of 'trust' were left to rot...the steel of 'hope' turned rusty with the tears of 'peace'...
Over the years..she was looking for the meaning of fortunate she saw in other's life that she couldn't help but envy. But somehow, she have managed to find the bits and pieces here and there and put them together.
There..she painted the hues of love and created her collage of "Faith". But just when the colors of "Faith" were put together, with a slightest touch of her finger..the colors faded...just like those dreams she've been holding on like forever, but never come true...
..never...
And so the story begins..but seems to be neverending...
..sigh.....

Cinta Lelayang Biru

Lelayang biru,
dilepas tak ingin..ditarik tak kesampaian...
Kau jauh di antara awan
di dunia unggas-unggas berterbangan
warnamu kabur dari pandangan.
*
Lelayang biru,
indahnya tari..kau bawa haluanmu
dibuai..dibawa angin salju
hanya mampu kulihat dari jauh
kau tak manyerlah di tanganku.
*
Lelayang biru,
bebenangmu terlerai dari tanganku..
ku sedar..keindahanmu bukanlah milikku
hanya kuharap..ada yang lebih menghayatimu
sejauh mana pun..kau dilayang pergi..oleh angin nan salju...

~Ku leraikan cinta Lelayang Biru..~
24th August, 2010

Meaning of the poem:

Love Of The Blue Kite..

Lil' Blue Kite,
wish not to let go..pulled, yet out of reach
you're far away between the clouds
in a world where birds are flying high
your colors fade from my sight.

Lil' Blue Kite,
beautifully dancing..bringing your own way
swayed..blown by the cold wind
I could only admire from afar
you'll never shine in my hands.

Lil' Blue Kite,
your string slipped from my hands
I realize..your beauty doesn't belong to me
I could only hope..there's someone who'd appreciate you more
no matter how far..you're blown away by the cold..cold wind...

~Translated..1st October, 2010~


Have you ever felt loved..but at the same time in vain..?
Have you felt that you could just inhale...and feel it so close..right there in your chest..just like the air you breathe..? But when you open your eyes..only to realize that..no matter how hard you try..you can never hold it inside..or in the palm of your hands.
All out of a sudden..all you could realize is...it's all in vain...
That was one of the days when those deepest emotions hit me...hard...
..and I shall never forget...

When Love Ain't Love...

Stepping outside the picture..outside of the frame..and out of the line, I'm writing this. I was asking myself if I should, but something tells me 'yes'..
When Soo said to me the other day, "Love itself..is selfish.."..to me, it wasn't anything surprising at all. It isn't. I've seen far too many cases..when love itself could be so selfish..and greedy too.
Li Teng told me that day, "I was just flirting with this guy from US in the 'forum', but so it happens that he is so loving and caring. Now I'm so hooked up with him. I'm not ready to let him go."
"How about Vince? He don't know anything about this, doesn't he?" I asked her..almost feeling a little sarcastic.
"Hehehe..of course not." She said almost without any sign of guilt on her face. "And this guy from Hong Kong..he is still hanging around, treating me like his girlfriend though he already knows that I have Vince!"..she added..
Whow...!! O.o ..See what I mean..?
She loves herself so much, enjoying all the love and company provided..though she did said that..she loves all the three of them and she don't know how to choose. But all these fireworks she is enjoying out of selfishness and greed..this ain't love at all. At the end, no one would be feeling more foolish than herself.
In my mind, at the moment.. I was imagining..
"This girl.. is adding more and more dynamite into the bamboo..and keep pushing it so hard and tight. she have no idea when the lead's been light up, the whole thing could blow right there and she could lost all her ten fingers!"
Remember the bamboo cannon during Hari Raya..? That is a good example. An example of immature thinking and behavior..an example of how having too much fun can lead you into a disaster you can never imagine. Well..that also depends on who and what you're messing with.
In a slightly different example, There was Kenny. Out of selfishness and greed, he was already with another girl for so long..and yet, he wouldn't break the relationship with Jane just because he is not ready to let her go yet..though deep inside, it's all over so long ago. Maybe his relationship with the new girl is not as firm and as secure as to be declared openly to public just yet. But he was still doing all the possible things that a couple was doing.. all the while..yet keeping things from her so perfectly like a top secret before he finally torn the relationship with her and 'draws the curtain'.
How could he enjoy doing such a thing out of selfishness and greed for his own happiness and comfort? Is there anything more hurtful than this..??
The truth is.. there is! ..and there are..!
In this case, "Love me..love you not.."..?..yes..most likely..
And everyday, she is praying that there won't be anything much worse coming her way..

Sundance In The Rain..

Sundance in the rain
helplessly in vain
I fell far as deep
couldn't fall asleep.
*
Sundance in the rain
I could have felt the pain
no matter how far I run
I'd be there.. stunned.
*
Sundance in the rain
let them go again
I couldn't explain
the sun is gone..
here I am..
left out in the rain..

~21st Oct, 1998~

Somehow, I've always enjoyed the rain..though at times..it could make me feel so sick.
"Pity the next guy who comes along.." Frankie said.."It's like The Great Wall Of China you've built in there. How to break it to get into your heart??"
Hahaha....! Don't blame me, ok. I didn't ask for such precious experiences. Maybe there won't be any 'next guy' coming along..or I'd rather have no one than another heartbreaker..(lol..!!) Or maybe he should train himself like an icebreaker.
"Yo..! Keep workin'..keep diggin'..! The treasure chest is buried deep down under..more than 6 long years of frozen layers of ice. Just keep in mind that the chest might be empty..or there might be another torn aged map that'll eventually lead you to nowehere...hahaha..!" >.<
"Stop it..stop it.. this is not your 'imagination..free roaming' zone..."
"Yes..Frankie.. Ergh....!!" ^.~

Coffee..Tea..and Me...

When my days and nights are so often packed with nothing but work, the only time that I really do enjoy every day is my break for a cup of warmth and aroma. Yes.. coffee and tea always keep me warm, relax and makes me think.
I was talking to Soo one night over some coffee in the studio cafe..enjoying each other's company..sharing ideas and point of views as always..and I heard the sigh in between the lines. Clearly..it's one of those unpleasant days at home again. Aww...
With his brows raised..and a little surprised, he asked,
"How did u know..?"
I simply replied with a smile,
"It's not that hard..I just listen... with my heart.."

Listen

Listen ..
when the morning sunshine sings
when the birds chirping for the birth of a new spring
singing how beautiful a life could bring..
*
Listen..
to the rhythm when the raindrop falls
for the dark winds whoozing for the rain they call
for they heard the deepest voices from thy wall..
*
Listen..listen with thy heart
to the soothing sounds of the shallow stream
for the flows of the tales thou have not seen
for the rush of a danger when it screams..

~17th May, 2010~

"Love itself..is selfish.." he said.. "..and so does everyone else.."
Why so? Because you want to have everything of him/her to yourself, to spend lots of time with you, all the attention, thoughts, etc.. and never share. _ Don't get the wrong idea here. 'Sharing' doesn't mean 1 boyfriend between 2 girlfriends, or maybe even more..or vice versa. I don't approve such behavior. I guess, honestly..no one would.
Suddenly, it came across my mind to ask him some questions, to remind him of the love he have, the love he have had, and the love he'd never lost. I remember asking him,"How'd you feel when you keep seeing guys being with her? Would you be jealous?" And he did say, "Yes..that's for sure.."
Wait.. Now let me ask you this.. "Would you rather know that she is surrounded with people who'd help her, love her and protect her..? ..or people who'd hate her, or even of a harm or a threat when you can't always be around for her to protect and to love her..? Or would you rather lock her away with her loneness in the dungeon of your jealousy..? Hmm..?? (..giggle..)
With a smile and a little giggle, he said, "Yeah..that's true..but I can't get to that level yet. It's difficult."
Well, when you love someone, you'd want her to be happy, safe around friends she could trust to protect and love her. And so..comes honesty and loyalty. It takes time for sure..to erase or at least hold back the jealousy. Even when you say that you can, how would you actually feel deep inside your heart? It takes time, and hell lot of trust and honesty u'know..
At the same time, at the back of my head, I was asking myself..can I do that..? Ermm...I don't know..really. I only know that, it does take time.. and if you've lost or betray that trust and honesty, it's over. Life goes on and I won't look back..(..unless it's a nice view.._lol..!)
Somehow, I'm so happy that I'm still able to stay close and be there for all my ex when they need me. 'They'...? Yes..all 3 of them respectfully..! I love them..and they do still love me, just in a different way. They have their family, wife and girlfriend..and I'm so happy for them. I'm glad that I'm able to be someone they could trust to listen to them, someone they could talk to, and someone who are able to help and work out those tangles in their mind when they're troubled and unhappy. We could talk about anything openly. Work, people, anything intimate...anything at all. And whenever I need them, they are always within reach. I couldn't be more thankful for that.
Though I may be one of those most busy buzzy bee..always on the run..always busy, but when needed, I'll always be there for a cup of coffee, or a little pot of fragrant chrysenthymum tea.

"I may not have the strength to hold you when you fall,
but my arms are always open when you need a little warmth..
Though my bony shoulders are none of a comfort,
but I'm always here to listen to the voice of your heart.."

So...are you free..? You wanna' have some coffee..? ..tea..? ..or me..? >.< (Eeeee.....!)

Love You...Love Me Not...?

Do you know what is it with most people nowadays? They tend to hope for miracles when they themselves don't make an effort. Most of them tend to ask questions like.."Do you love me?" ..or.. "How far would you go for me if you do love me..?" But how many of them would really do sit and think otherwise?
For an instance, let's ask ourselves, "Do I love him/her? How far to the extend that I would go if I really do love that special someone?"
Some people I've seen..were too stingy to give.. not even a hug over the MSN, some were so lucky to have love come falling from the sky..so effortlessly..!(lol..), some keep trying so hard, but just couldn't find the right feeling for the right one, while some were like the river of love..ever flowing..ever giving.."..like charity..", Teddy once said..like love overflowing, not realizing the danger when the dam breaks. Err...I mean..when the heart breaks.
As many of you do know..however, over the years, no matter what you do, feelings do change. Nothing stood still over the decades and never change. With still waters in the lake, algae would grow thick. Some people may appreciate the wonders of nature, while others just don't. And that's just an example.
Yes..people do change..feelings change. Sometimes could be even more drastically than the weather. If it changes for the better, then that's great..! But what if it's for the worse..or worst..?? When that happens, what would you do..? If you want him to be happy, let him go and be with someone who could make him happy. Letting go of something you want doesn't mean that you don't love yourself.
"You're just not in the picture..so, stay out of the frame."
"Darling..work things out..!" Yeah...that's easier said than done, doesn't it? But when you do get to that stage..when you know..God knows..with all mighty will in this whole wide world you have tried..and way more than that, and yet..things just couldn't work out, then is when..it's time to let go.
I know well how it feels like..when the moment you're waiting for is not the countdown for Christmas or New Year when fireworks will be launched into the sky for that ever mesmerizing view, but the right moment to say, "Honey..I'm letting you go.."...when how you'd feel is not the kind of excitement for a sweet birthday surprise, but more like your heart is sending emotions all over your body, mind and soul for that total eclipse..when your world would eventually become so dark and cold..that..in an instant, it freezes all the heat you've hold in your heart till you could feel the ultimate break..feeling like a huge part of your world just fall apart...it shattered...
Tears and heartache is unavoidable..and in the end you'll find yourself keep repeating in your mind.."..life goes on..life goes on..life must go on.." ...trying hard to hold yourself together while your heart is still bleeding... and whenever you see or talk to him, there's only two words keep gargling right behind your lips.."..it's okay..(hunny), it's okay.."

It's Okay..

Honey..it's okay..
if you say you've found someone new
who could give you more than I could ever loved you true
I'll be happy just to see the smiles she brought in you..
*
Honey..it's okay..
if you say there ain't love you feel for me these days
I'll just turn and look the other way
to hide my tears when you walk away..
*
Though I can't be there to hold your hands and say..
"Honey..we'll be okay.."
when we've battled through wiser days..proven by those fine lines on our face
brushing our graying hair..counting each and every good old days..
*
I'll be okay..
I'll send you on your way on that midnight train
feeling the cold breeze chilling in that drizzle rain
telling me..from this moment on..I'll be on my own again...

~in that chilling memories~
2010

...sigh...and that's the story.. Well..when beauty and brutality lies side by side..for better or worse, just be honest. Please don't let me be the last one to know, cos' that would hurt me even more...
I'm ready...

Sunshine..

Being on the road everyday..nothing is more tense than being under the sun and getting my skin burned and tanned with sandal marks on my feet, or those tank top strap marks on my shoulders. Even my face now is one or two tones darker than a few months before..!
Oh..yes..this is one of those hottest months of the year.. But as I was sitting in the studio cafe, having my breakfast this morning.. I found myself looking out the window as always..but feeling the sunshine in a totally different way..bringing a totally different meaning.. Maybe it's the Valentine's in the air.. And so..I had just that little inspiration for one of the most simple 'sajak'(a poem in Bahasa Malaysia)...

Mentari

Mentari..
kehadiranmu membawa erti
sinarmu membawa seri
mewarnai segalanya di dunia ini.

Mentari..
kehangatanmu menusuk jauh ke dalam hati
membuka roma-roma cinta kan nafas kembali
membuka kembali jalan cinta sejati.

Bintang ini..
tiada sinar.. tiada erti
tanpa kehadiran mentari
hanya mimpi-mimpi di malam hari.

Sayang..
kau bagai mentari
membawa segala warna di siang hari
membawa makna terindah dalam segala mimpi.

~karya inspirasi dari sinaran mentari - 8th,Feb.2010~

I dedicate this to everyone on this Valentine's season..especially to those who knows Bahasa Malaysia. So sorry..my little inspiration this time only comes with such words in BM..and also sorry that my BM is quite bad actually..because I had only such lousy credit for BM in SPM exam and that was so..so...long ago...hahaha....!!
I wish everyone love in the air and have that special 'Sunshine' brightening up your days..!
Happy Valentine's.....!! ^(*o*)^