With a click and a little rattling sound, the old wooden door of the past was pushed open. Ms. Fate took a few steps into the old dusty room...With a deep breath and a little teary in her eyes, she took a glance of everything scattered in the room. The wood of 'trust' were left to rot...the steel of 'hope' turned rusty with the tears of 'peace'...
Over the years..she was looking for the meaning of fortunate she saw in other's life that she couldn't help but envy. But somehow, she have managed to find the bits and pieces here and there and put them together.
There..she painted the hues of love and created her collage of "Faith". But just when the colors of "Faith" were put together, with a slightest touch of her finger..the colors faded...just like those dreams she've been holding on like forever, but never come true...
..never...
And so the story begins..but seems to be neverending...
..sigh.....
Cinta Lelayang Biru
Lelayang biru,
dilepas tak ingin..ditarik tak kesampaian...
Kau jauh di antara awan
di dunia unggas-unggas berterbangan
warnamu kabur dari pandangan.
*
Lelayang biru,
indahnya tari..kau bawa haluanmu
dibuai..dibawa angin salju
hanya mampu kulihat dari jauh
kau tak manyerlah di tanganku.
*
Lelayang biru,
bebenangmu terlerai dari tanganku..
ku sedar..keindahanmu bukanlah milikku
hanya kuharap..ada yang lebih menghayatimu
sejauh mana pun..kau dilayang pergi..oleh angin nan salju...
~Ku leraikan cinta Lelayang Biru..~
24th August, 2010
Meaning of the poem:
Love Of The Blue Kite..
Lil' Blue Kite,
wish not to let go..pulled, yet out of reach
you're far away between the clouds
in a world where birds are flying high
your colors fade from my sight.
Lil' Blue Kite,
beautifully dancing..bringing your own way
swayed..blown by the cold wind
I could only admire from afar
you'll never shine in my hands.
Lil' Blue Kite,
your string slipped from my hands
I realize..your beauty doesn't belong to me
I could only hope..there's someone who'd appreciate you more
no matter how far..you're blown away by the cold..cold wind...
~Translated..1st October, 2010~
Have you ever felt loved..but at the same time in vain..?
Have you felt that you could just inhale...and feel it so close..right there in your chest..just like the air you breathe..? But when you open your eyes..only to realize that..no matter how hard you try..you can never hold it inside..or in the palm of your hands.
All out of a sudden..all you could realize is...it's all in vain...
That was one of the days when those deepest emotions hit me...hard...
..and I shall never forget...
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