Love.. Came And Gone...

How many times have you experience love? A love you just fell into.. a love that makes you feel that, "..this is it.."..and you feel like you'd give it all.. for this relationship. One moment, you're feeling the warmth and happiness.. but you woke up one day and found it completely over and left you almost drained. And there you'd go..starting all over again.. over.. and over again...
Here is another 'sajak' in Bahasa Malaysia. It's about love..came and gone...

Indah Wangi Pepohon..

Pepohon bunga putih

air mata berlinangan.. sedih

mungkin dilukakan

tak mungkin dapat dilupakan.

*

Dia kemari,

keindahan dipetik dibawa pergi

keharuman disia.. sepi

janji pepohon dibajai.. jua dimungkiri.

*

Pepohon bunga putih

hanya dedaun tiada seri

kau ditinggal lagi

kepiluan dirasai sendiri

sendiri.. dan sendiri lagi

mekar bebungamu hanya di hati..

-written in the lost of love-

date unknown..

.....and here is an English version of a poem with meanings almost the same as the 'sajak' above..

By Her Window..

She feels the wind by her window

we can see her eyes full of sorrow

could be some pictures in her mind

couldn't leave it all behind.

*

They used to come to her window

took all she have and they'd go

had her trust.. and all she could give

tell her lies.. and leave.

*

There she is again by her window

with her alone is only sorrow

what she wants.. it doesn't show

but no more those who come..

...and then go..

-written on 5th September, 1998-

There's a voice.. always reminding me in my head.." The world is still spinning every little second, and life have to go on." One relationship after another... It's like one whole story after another. Lessons learned.. hard.. and I have moved on.. on.. and on again. Experience were precious... and all that.. I have brought forward to write the next chapter of my life. Yes.. it is my will..and only mine..whether to write, decorate, or paint it with the colors and hues of love... the love that have never dies...in my heart..

"Nobody loves you better than you love yourself.." -favourite quote-